Of course I saw the original film and have the book, though I never got to visit his garden (pictured above).
“Blue” is a touching and poetic account of his struggles with HIV/AIDS which was eventually to take his corporeal life, though his life-force lives on in his work, the love he bestowed on humanity, in the continued fight for equality and social justice.
It made me reflect on what the purpose of higher education is (as I have done before). As the university seeks to optimise all our efforts towards institutional advancement but with apparently little regard for knowledge or wisdom, it is worth stepping back and reflecting. Listening to this version of Derek Jarman’s prose-poetry acted to sustain such thought.
In the prose-poem he refers to the Memorial Quilt stitched together to commemorate many of those who died of HIV/AIDS. It made me think of friends who, like Derek, sat in waiting rooms, received medication, were subjected to abuse, but whose humanity was as startling in their dying as it was in their living.
How this contrasts with the lifelessness of modern academia and academic management in particular. How lacking in humanity is this metric driven edifice.
Maybe I would be better off visiting Derek’s garden so that I can be witness to some true humanity and wisdom!